The Ultimate Nightmare of Parents

What drives a young teenage girl to suicide?  Rosalyn (pseudonym) had lost all hope of overcoming her learning disabilities and in an attempt to end her life on Wednesday drank anti-freeze.  The doctors believe her mother found her “just-in-time”. Today is day 3 of her survival.  She has had dialysis twice and there is hope of recovery.  However, she is angry and sad because her efforts were unsuccessful.  Her parents are confused and in shock.  Rosalyn is an example of those children Dr. Siegel writes about in her book Understanding Dyslexia and Other Learning Disabilities (ISBN 978-1-926966-29-8).

In Dr. Siegel’s Introduction we read, “We live in the midst of an educational tragedy.  Schools are failing to identify and treat many children with dyslexia and other learning disabilities.  There is a battle among parents, teachers, educational bureaucrats, and related professionals, with children caught in the crossfire.  There are no guns, tanks and explosives in this conflict.  The weapons in this struggle are complicated laws, requirements for extensive testing to identify a learning disability, destruction of students’ self-esteem, belittlement of parents’ and teachers’ concerns, inadequate teacher training, blaming academic failure on behavioural problems, and erecting senseless barriers to reform.  The result is tragic.  Many children who struggle with learning become nameless, faceless ghosts haunting our schools and later our jails and mental institutions, or living dangerous and aimless lives as homeless people on our streets.  Some die at a young age from drug overdoses or suicide, the ultimate nightmare of parents” (emphasis my own, p. 13).

If you are the praying type I covet your prayers for Rosalyn and her family as well as all of the children “caught in the crossfire.”

Writer

I love words.  My kids used to tease me, “Why do you have to use such big words?” they’d plead.  “Can’t you just say make ‘bigger’ instead of ‘augment’,” they’d complain.  Three of my biological children are now teachers and guess what?  They love words too!

The trouble with loving language is that writing an academic paper that should only take 4 hours easily becomes 12 or 20 hours as I labour to find just-the-right word!

I don’t write conventionally (is there such a thing?) but I do enjoy wrestling with expressing my thoughts.  I have posted my Proposal to the Teachers’ Regulation Branch for your perusal.

Last year I wrote a children’s story about how the letter C got its sounds.  You will be able to download it soon or find it in your local book stores.  I have some prototypes available if you are interested.  Please send me a note if you are interested.

If you’d like to read my proposal to the Teacher Regular Branch of British Columbia, feel free to access it here: Speech #10.

Artist

Portrait of my nephew

Portrait of my nephew

I love nothing more than fostering creative courage in those I have the privilege of teaching to paint.  Ever since I can remember my favourite gift under the Christmas tree was my “artsy” gift.  I remember the year I received a leather tooling kit.  I spent hours embossing and tooling various projects that my loved ones accepted with whole-hearted enthusiasm.  Another year I received a wood burning kit.  That was the year my parents were putting an addition on over the garage.  Yikes!  My creative genius was not so whole heartedly welcomed after I carved a beautiful scalloped edge along the newly installed window sill.  The spanking I received, while it no longer burns my bottom, reminds me that there is a place and time for everything.

I love to paint.  When my youngest, Jenna, was born I opened a small home based art studio in the small town of Pitt Meadows.  My studio was open for ten years.  During that time I painted anything that didn’t move (almost).  The standing joke was that my family was scared to stand still for too long lest they be painted! Screen Shot 2014-03-25 at 12.15.49 PMI think the pinnacle of  those years was not one, but two projects.  Along with some colleagues from the International Tole Society, I was chosen to paint a Christmas tree ornament for the White House.  At the time, the president was Bill Clinton.  Visiting the Smithsonian Institute to find my Christmas ornament is on my bucket list.  The other commission to provide tremendous joy was painting furniture for one of the rooms at Canuck Place – a children’s hospice that provides specialized pediatric palliative care.  The theme I chose was dolls and toys.  Unfortunately the only picture I have is slightly cut off.  However, it is worth showing for no other reason than it’s a bit of my history…Screen Shot 2014-03-25 at 12.16.03 PM

Today I foster creative courage in my grade two students and paint only for family and friends.

Teacher

I have been called “the spelling lady”.  Spelling (going from sound to letter) strongly reinforces reading (going from letter to sound).  “During America’s Colonial days schools considered spelling an integral part of reading and therefore gave much attention to spelling.  During the 20th century, an attitude of indifference came to prevail and spelling instruction was neglected.  Recently however, there has been a resurgence of interest in the cognitive processes that underlie spelling and their development.”[1]  I argue that explicit spelling instruction is the missing link in many reading initiatives.

Many of us take reading and writing for granted.  I am a visual learner which means I am able to recognize a word by sight.  Have you ever written two spellings for the same word down on paper and then chose the correct spelling by what looks right?  If so, you are probably a visual learner too.  However, when rote memory fails, which it almost always does, we rely on phonology.  Students with little phonological awareness need these skills modelled and mediated.

My book, Naughty C, should be available on-line and in book stores soon.  Stay tuned for the announcement of the book release.  It is a story on the two sounds of the letter C.  Why and when does the letter C say the sound of /S/?  And why and when does it say the sound of /K/?  You’ll find the answer in Naughty C.


[1] Aaron, P., Joshi, R. M., Quatroche, D. (2008). Becoming a professional reading teacher.  Baltimore, MD: Paul H. Brookes Publishing Co.

Consultant

I provide workshops on dyslexia and overcoming dyslexia.  In my early years of teaching I thought people with dyslexia saw their letters backward.  This is a gross misunderstanding of dyslexia and as long as these myths prevail they reinforce misunderstandings that can have devastating effects.  I have focused the last seven years of my professional development on interventions specific to dyslexia.

SAMPLE PROFESSIONAL DEVELOPMENT PRESENTATIONS AND WORKSHOPS

2013: Christian Teachers’ Association of British Columbia

Understanding Dyslexia and Demystifying Its Myths

2013: Trinity Western SMARTtalks

Uniquely Equipped: Being Bold With God’s Gifts

2013: B.C. Teachers Regulation Branch

Proposal for Systemic Change: Teacher Preparedness

2013: Maple Ridge Christian School (keynote)

Understanding Dyslexia and Demystifying Its Myths

2012: International Christian Teachers’ Convention

WANTED: Letter C for stealing the sounds of ssss and k

About Me

Penny Shepherd-Hill, author of this blog, is a mother, grandmother, wife, grade two teacher, insatiable reader and learner, and an unstoppable advocate for students who struggle with language.  Penny is allergic to unfairness and injustice, thus she is committed to systemic change in order that equitable access to education is available for ALL students.

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